mansheel

2007-01-08T19:13:00.000-08:00

i havnt blogged for ages..well i want to officially close my blog may open another one wen i m bored again..well i onli opened this blog so it could help mi thru last year..since it served it's purpose their is no need for it animore..bye

2006-11-30T05:15:00.000-08:00

ok decided to update since i had nothing else to do...just came back from nz yesterda and now i m in australia to be exact melbourne..i m with dad n sis..mum went back home to s'pore... nz was fun..in the beginning it was cold n wet..it rained almost everyday..i brought skirts and shorts to wear thinkin it would be warm n guess wat.. it wasnt..i had to borrow clothes from sis..oh i bought a purple skirt it's so pretty..got it from auckland..the onli place for shoppin..

the minute i landed in nz, i saw so mani sheep it isnt funni..they were everywhere..they were also realli adorable...i wanted to buy one back but mum said no..haha...well everywhere u go in nz there r sheep n there is greenery a whole lot of it..nothin like aus or s'pore.. it is so peaceful..

well tats pretty much it i mean we went to other places n saw more sheep n some dolphins n whales..yeah had some fun..i bought souvenirs for everyone...hu ever specified for souvenirs got wat they wanted but for grace n sheril i m still findin for yours whereas for mel...I GOT IT...

now i m in aus n tom. is wen i dye my hair the hairdresser told mi to be readi to stay for 5 hours..i m a bit dissapointed tat i can onli do highlights..dont ask mi why..onli a 50 dollar difference but the hairdresser recommended i just do highlights so i shall do tat i m thinkin of blond n red..tat should be interestin...well i have my charged ipod all readi to be used for 5 hours n my phone too(not as if anione calls or msgs)

well aniwae i should be back on the third n i m out with kim on the 5/6 so after tat should be free..hopefully my dear friends missed mi so we can go out...i missed evrythin tats been goin on..oh well nvm...aniwae i betta go it like 12.30 here n i gotta get up early to go to the hairdresser...bye..

2006-10-31T17:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday was halloween i missed it again this year i usually dress up n go trick n threatin with my condo friends...it was always so fun..i missed last year's too not too sure y i did..mum said i had to stay home cause of o's n we couldnt even give out sweets this year..next year if i m still in s'pore i shall dress up with rach n grace n shreku n go trick n threatin like old times...

sital told mi tat aus does not celebrate halloween so tat reali sucks..yesterda was also chem pract. not bad i thought i actually attempted every single question..sital n i were decidin wat subjects to take next year if i go to aus..she said the subjects which i m takin r very easy so no prob gettin over 90..so lets see whether i can..

this was two years ago wen we went trick n threatin we all bought matchin tops but grace decided not to wear it so she was the odd one out haha..

us tryin to look scary i think rach did it well lol..

2006-10-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

little convo i had with taz..he is so upset

AHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWW FUCK says:
i just did a bit of talkin

AHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWW FUCK says:
you shd thank urself nt me

AHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWW FUCK says:
for making whatever decision tht you take

Munch...you give me wings when i'm falling... says:
alright cheer up ok? this is not usual self

AHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWW FUCK says:
yeah

AHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWW FUCK says:
happens to me

Munch...you give me wings when i'm falling... says:
hmm..although i prefer u like this it's not the same i sorta miss your teasin

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
haha

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
i m actually serious most of d time la

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
only sometimessssss

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
i joke ard

Munch...you give me wings when i'm falling... says:
but last year u alwaes joked around

Munch...you give me wings when i'm falling... says:
were u happier last year?

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
nah la

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
i don think i eva was

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
just laugh n try n b happy

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
tho sad moments come

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
thts life

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
my friend

Munch...you give me wings when i'm falling... says:
i'm sure u were happi sometimes.. how can u be sad all the time

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
yea

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
feel happy

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
to d human mind is just a virtual reality to the soul

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
cos

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
we r just not here for our happiness

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
we r here for each others happiness

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
d worlds happiness

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
wch just means

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
no matter how happy u r

in life if you cant get what you want, then just hope you get it one day says:
its always a sad part to it

2006-10-24T06:48:00.000-07:00

diwali was interestin..went to the temple in the morning had so much fun with dad n mum..mi n dad just kept teasing mum..it was hillarious..met so mani ppl in temple too..came home n studied..quite borin actually the onli fun part was temple..while studyin my table was lit with candles since it was diwali..i accidentally put my pencil on top of a candle n my pencil started meltin..now there is hole in my pencil..it was actually funni..

on mon i went to the national library with ravin but it was too crowded i met kristi n kathi there i was so confused hu was hu..they look the same until kathi said kristi is over there..well since it was crowded mi n ravin went to the airport to study..it is a wonderful place to study..a real good enviroment..ravin thought mi organic chem..he is quite fierce but a real good teacher..i finished the whole of organic chem thxs to him..i owe him big time..he went thru everything with mi n i actually remembered everythin.. Thank you so much ravin..

goin to the airport tom. with jas should be fun n productive hopefully..haha..

goong is the best show ever n not forgettin xin is damn hot..

no point sayin sorri if you dont mean it and if u r doing it all over again agree?

2006-10-19T18:41:00.000-07:00

Stand Still, Look Pretty

I want to paint my face
and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even wanna look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

(Chorus;)
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think its easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking
in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go an shut their mouth
I'm not strong enough to deal with it

2006-10-19T03:38:00.000-07:00

i havn't exactly been telling anione how i m feeling these pass few days...i m suddenly back to stage 1..(sheril should noe)..i was cryin my eyes out yesterda but for no reason..isnt tat strange? no pt. loving a person when tat person doesnt love you back..i m feeling so "blah"...i dont want to remember ani thing but i have to for hope..

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in your wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue

2006-10-16T18:08:00.000-07:00

hey this is my new blog...